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C0creating …. bah, I was the lone wolf, and revelled in it.

Then Covid happened & unlike a lot of people my world became populated with people. I experienced c0creation in a way I never had before. Surprise, surprise I came to the place of not wanting to work alone anymore, the lone wolf had seen the benefit of collaboration.

Then, as often happens with experience I came to realize the stress of running a team of people sucked. I mean soooo sucked, not a great fit for me. Loved the c0creation aspect, disliked the workload of having a landscaping crew. However, I now do not revel in my lone wolf. She’s sleeping one eye open, still not 100% convinced of this new strategy …… People, c0creating ….. hmmmm “We’ll see!” she says.

My spirit knows better, it knows I need people. 

Ultimately ‘A Seige Mentality’ although emotionally much safer, is defeating.

So when the part of me that wants to slink into a den & not come out shows up, I just remind her it’s never as bad as she imagines.  In fact there’s joy to be had in c0creating, two heads are better than one. A team of two, yes that works for me, that I can manage & maintain a life that has joy in most aspects.

Yes mom you were correct & I no longer find that irritating. 😂