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I used to be so disciplined, I could flame on that “You need to get it done, go …….” and I went. What has changed is beyond me. I just don’t want to push myself anymore. I’m friggin tired, my body hurts, etc. I can indulge my selfpity or not, it’s always a choice. However it’s more than that, which is what is interesting to me. I feel stuck in quicksand, I want to get out, but every move I make that used to work no longer does, rather it seems to backfire.

The list of daily ‘To do’s’ to just make my body work is now long, the strategies & techniques I use to help my body & mind stay as healthy as possible considering my choices is also just growing. Before I even do anything productive business wise, I have a list of stuff that I choose to do, that years ago I could skip & the impact on my body was not as immediate.

The body is the last great teacher in this lifetime. It’s making itself known to me in no uncertain terms how my behaviours past & present impact it. I’m also injured right now & going into a landscaping season with 6 weeks physical recovery on a shoulder is a tad problematic. I will find new strategies & solutions that will indeed work & help me not sink into the quicksand feeling. I just haven’t figured it out in this moment & that’s ok.

So I’ll give myself a break today as I only found out yesterday. I’ll throw out ‘The should’s, have to’s, musts, etc.’, which will magically erase the quick sand feeling, I’ll finish this post, exercise & feel better physically & mentally. Feed my body. Then I’ll be able to move into my business day without ‘Snarky McCrabby Pants’ in my head. As the image below attests she needs to just $#!@#&$%^* off now, she’s been heard & friggin blogged about, an image made. Calm down ‘Snarky McCrabby Pants’ you have been heard! 😂